Mustafa has had his worst fears play out right before his eyes. He was the happiest man on earth until the story of his life changed when he lost his beautiful wife Mesh, during childbirth. While trying to gather the pieces of his life, the hurting dad writes a eulogy to his late wife.
Mustafa and Mesh were an ideal couple whose love for each other inspired followers on their social media pages. The couple had documented their pregnancy journey, showing the world the beauty of love and commitment.
Tragedy struck after the couple welcomed their son, Prince Muhsin, into the world. Sadly, Mesh basically gave her life to welcome another, their son, into the world.
The sad husband and father shared touching photos of them with a tribute to his late wife whom he now holds in fond memory.
Unable to hold back the hurt when he buried the mother of his child, he wrote:
“Today had to be toughest day of my life. I had to say my final goodbyes to a woman that made me want to be a better man.
To a woman that loved me regardless of what anyone my have thought of me or her. To a woman that followed her heart and it led her to me.
I really hope That there’s a after life so you and I can see each other again and two step to the beats of our hearts. Love you mesh. Rest peacefully. Tell my mom I miss and love her. My hearts hurts badly.”
”Mesh I’m ready for you to wake me up and tell me I’m dreaming. This can’t real, I can’t rap my head around how you lose your life bringing another life into this world. You were sooo excited about having our child. All I can see is the look of fear on your face and I couldn’t do nothing about it.
I haven’t cried this hard since my mom passed. This is so heart breaking. It’s so sad because I can’t even enjoy our son life.
Damn I’m going to miss you calling right after I get off work or making sure I kissed you whenever I enter or left the house. Your are truly the definition of an independent women.
My heart really hurts right now and feels so empty. Damn man????Please tell my mom I love and miss her and what I became in life. For those that know me, you know what I been through in life and this by far is the toughest. Please pray for my strength. I love you mesh aka dirt dirt.”
‘I’m no tough guy but I never been afraid of anything. I always stood my ground and face anything that was presented to me. I standing here today and I’m admitting that I’m so scared right now.
I have so much support but yet I feel so empty inside. I ask why and how. We lived a good life not perfect but good. I get up everyday, go to work, come home spend time with the family, workout and prepare for the next day.
I’m kind to people and respect all. So why me? Why mesh? Our goal was to build. Set a foundation. We had so many plans for our Lil man. This is a struggle for me. Damn Mesh. #LIFE IS THIS WHAT LIFE IS LIKE. #PAIN DO GOOD LIVE RIGHT BUT STILL GET THE SHORT END OF THE STICK. Mesh was a good person and she didn’t deserve this.”
Memories is all that you have left once the physical gone. This women loved every part of me and it showed through her actions.
I just keep thinking how could this happen? Why would this happen? This is not what we was planning for????????♂️ Mesh was truly unique. This can’t be life.”
Devastating, may God console you
I wish him strength in this trying time. May his wife’s soul rest in peace.