Dear MIMster: Help! My body and emotions are getting the best of me

I’m 28 and married to a 35 years-old man. We dated for 2 years before we got married. We have always had a good sex life until I took in June last year. Throughout my pregnancy, we only had sex twice in nine months. I don’t know what my husband sees wrong with my body?

I kept asking for more, but hubby said he was scared and didn’t want anything to happen to the baby. I gave birth in early February and till now, he shows no interest in sex. I have tried everything possible. I have discussed how much I wanted sex with him but he just keeps refusing and always giving excuses like he is too tired or is not in the mood.

I have tried seducing him but he pushed me away and said he was too tired. In short, I have tried everything possible but he just doesn’t get in the mood. This situation is really affecting me as I’m emotionally & sexually starved! He sleeps off like a log of wood every time.

Recently, I asked him if he is getting it outside, he swore he wasn’t cheating and blamed it on so much work which makes him always tired. I have even tried lodging in us in a hotel just to have some quality time to ourselves but he just slept throughout the night.

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I’m very confused right now as my body and emotions are getting the best of me. My husband seems to be obvious of this. I have just discovered some porn videos in his phone, when I confronted him, he confessed that that is how he has been surviving. I have begged him to stop but he’s refused, insisting that this is the reason he does not cheat.

I’m neat, my house & room are very neat and I have a lovely figure eight. I have even started starving myself to lose any little baby fat, just in case that is the problem. I’m really frustrated, some nights I pray and wish he would just touch me. What do I do now?