Dear MIMsters: See How Life Has Been Unfair To Me

I need encouragement and advices on how to move on with my life. Life has really been unfair to me and I wish I could just end my life because I have really been through a lot.

I am a single mum and I have a baby to fend for. I have never had a successful relationship and everything is just not working out for me no matter how much I try. I just broke up with my boyfriend yesterday and I feel so hurt.

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I met him in 2015 and he kept asking me to see him and I kept avoiding conversations with him. He stalked me till this year and I accepted to go out with him April of this year. I told him about my baby and we were cool with it. He was really nice to me though, but I really want to believe right now that it was all fake.

There was a girl he had and he told me about her and she was there for him when he broke up with his ex. I fell in love with him because of how nice he was to me and also because no one has ever cared for me like he did. I have anger issues that I have been trying to deal with and I kept being upset for no apparent reason.

Something happened two weeks ago and he tried correcting me in front of his friend but I got embarrassed and walked out. After the incidence, he told me he wanted space and I should go work on myself. He got back into town on Sunday and asked that we see yesterday. I was glad because I thought everything was going to work out well. We had sex and I thought I was screwing my boyfriend. We went out together and I thought everything was going to be fine.

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In the course of dropping me off, we had a conversation in which he said he was not going to give me the privileges he gave to me anymore. He told me that he became close to someone else since our quarrel and he can’t push her out. He doesn’t want a relationship with me anymore and I should rather work on myself.

I feel so hurt because I loved him and I have been praying for a change in my life. I just feel all we had wasn’t real and I feel so hurt. I need your advice on how to handle this.