Dear MIMsters: I Want To Move On But I Am Scared of Something

I want to move on but I am scared.

I’m in a serious relationship right now that has been on for almost 5 years.

My boyfriend has been the one sponsoring my education since Secondary School. Even though he is a very caring and loving man, we quarrel most of the time. Ever since this relationship started, I have always felt like quitting but couldn’t because my boyfriend loves me so much and wouldn’t let me go. Sometimes, our quarrels result in huge fights but it suddenly stopped a few months ago.

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I am yet to go to a higher institution to further my education but mind you, my boyfriend and I both agreed to have a baby first before I go to school to further my studies. We decided that we can then get married afterwards.

The problem is sometimes when I think of having a baby before a wedding, my mood changes everything. The truth is I feel bored most times when I’m around this guy and I honestly feel like quitting. One thing that scares me when I think of leaving him is he might want me to consider all the money he’s spent on me.

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This leaves me very confused. I don’t know what to do and we’ve been living together all this while.