Dear MIMsters: Could What I Am Afraid to Admit Be True?

Could what I am very afraid to admit be true? How do I deal with this?

My husband and I attend this church. There’s this girl I like and with my husband’s permission, I brought her in as a domestic help.

Along the line, her mom asked me to bring her back as she’s a teenager. My hubby drove her back to her parents and promised them to continue training her in school.

Unknown to me, my hubby asked the girl’s parents to allow this girl come to his shop to help him on weekends.

One time I had a quarrel with hubby, I left my little boy and my little house maid with him. When I returned, my little girl told me this girl always comes around to cook for them and that she goes into my hubby’s room freely. She said hubby gave her his boxer to wear on one of those days she came to cook.

Presently, I’m through with school and my hubby has refused to let me come to help him out at his shop. He says the girl is okay for him at the shop.

This girl in question comes from a poor background but when I went to hubby’s shop to collect money recently, I saw her there all nicely dressed up. My instinct tells me something but I’m in doubts because the church we attend is a Pentecostal one and our Pastor sees vision.

I don’t know how possible it is for them to be having an affair, yet my sister tells me that she sees my hubby with the girl everyday, walking together after close of day. I’m confused.