Kim Kardashian is reflecting on the aftermath of her divorce from estranged husband, Kanye West.
In this week’s episode of The Kardashians, Kim reflected on her relationship with Pete Davidson shortly after her divorce from the father of her children.
42-year-old Kim started dating the 29-year-old Hollywood star in November 2021, after they met just a month earlier while Kim was hosting Saturday Night Live.
The relationship started just nine months after she filed for divorce from Kanye West, whom she shares four children with.
During the show, the reality star admitted to her sisters Kylie and Kendall Jenner that she “jumped into another relationship so fast” with Pete after her 2021 divorce from the rapper, 46.
“I definitely jumped into another relationship so fast. It got my mind away from like stuff and that’s not a way to like run from things. It’s better to like, deal, heal… that’s a good one. Deal, heal, and then…”
Despite the controversy that surrounded her ex-husband, Kim confessed that she doesn’t want to look at her experience “negatively.” She explained:
“I’m not going to take every experience and bad thing that happened to me and carry that into my life. What am I supposed to be learning from this? How is this going to make me a better person?”
On last week’s episode, the mom of four broke down in front of her sister Khloé Kardashian over Kanye’s outbursts. She explained in a confessional:
“It sucks when someone doesn’t see how different they are. I always will [keep looking for that person.] You’ll always hope you’ll see a glimpse of them, and I hope I do.”
“It’s really confusing for me, it’s so different from the person that I married. That’s who I loved and that’s who I remember. I’ll do anything to get that person back.”
“I feel so bad for him. I don’t even think he feels bad for himself because I don’t even think he knows how,” she said, revealing that she hasn’t spoken to Kanye about his antisemitic online rants over fears “he’ll probably go off on me.”
Back in March 2022, Kim and Kanye divorced after six years of marriage. The former couple began dating in 2011 and welcomed their first daughter North, 10, in June 2013.
They eventually went on to tie the knot in 2014 and had three more children: Saint, 7, Chicago, 5, and Psalm, 4.
Kim and Pete began dating in fall 2021 after the reality star’s hosting debut on SNL. The romance came months after Kim filed for divorce.
As Kim and Pete’s relationship flourished, Kanye hurled several attacks at the couple both online and in the press, including in a video for his single “Eazy,” in which the rapper kidnapped, tied up and buried a claymation version of Pete.
On season 3 premiere of The Kardashians, Kim admitted she felt “a lot of guilt” after their split since Pete “went through a lot because of my relationship [with Kanye].”